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Downed..but not out!! [Part Two]

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Hi guys..ermm.finally have the mood to ryte part two of SYF..haiz..bz lately..so many test.hw..bla bla bla...ok..BACK TO THE POINT ABDILLAH!!..haha..ok..where did i stop??..oh yah..ok..i found a seat near my esmb freaks..then the ferst skool..if im not wrong..chinese girls skool..dunno arh..heck care..they get gold man..damn it..the hall was fucked up wif their cheerings..i tink im gonna go deaf if all the band behave this way...haha..then the next skool continued...5 minutes later..finally...118..ESSS..gosh..this is the moment we all are waiting for..then hor..that fucker speaker hor..can laugh before saying the results sia...Damn It..C.O.P..WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..C.O.P again???..haiz...at that moment..i really cannot control my emotions..felt like crying..felt like vomiting..felt sick..then...even the skool after us..Bendemeer sec..play like shyt...but still can get bronze..dunno lar..silver or bronze..heck arh.then after we reached the carpark..most of us..especially the seniors..all broke down..haiz...cannot blame them..they have the rights to cry...after 8 months..if im not worng lar..my maths sux aniwae..haha...still get C.O.P..haiz..fuck lar that ang mih and that japanese judge..dunno how to give results..if Beethoven still alive..i would rather have him as the judge.haha..i still got time to joke sia...haiz..thats the only way to console myself lor..then when reached skool oledi...haiz..the mood was unbearable..still remember wat Mr Tan say..if we got at least a silver..we would play both pieces again..but now..all of us like no mood to play lor...all slammed their file to the chairs..haiz..cannot blame them lor..i oso lor...I felt pity for Mr Tan..he wif us for three years..and three years we got C.O.P..haiz..is this our luck??No!..of coz not!!..i believe that if we worked hard for 2007...we can make it..i oledi promise myself not to dissapoint our teachers and our seniors anymore...then Mr Tay,Mdm Suziana,And of coz Mr Tan..gave us encouraging support..then even Mr Tan apologised to us if he didnt teach us that well..We gave him a standing notation..as a sign of respect..Then after that we all go Kopitiam eat dinner..again..all of us no mood..then hor..that Patricia..so fed up...her 7-up can...she squash until become so crumpled..ayioh..relaks lar..wat has happened cannot be undone..so no point being sad or wadeva..then after finish eating..then go buy drink..guess hu i met??..........................GLENN CHAN..ayioh..wat the hell was he doing there??..his answer is..wait for Marinne..ayioh...ppl 0ledi no mood..he still can go want to wait for Marrine..ayioh..that guy hor..very wat wan sia..ah..better dun say..wait he play *Toilet Game* wif me..i die for sure man...haha..then we all waited for bus lor..then go home..then still no mood to sleep..i go post my *Down But Not Out[Part One]*...ok..thats it guys..gtg..alot of projects to do..hw..haiz..so many..ok la..BB..peaced out!

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Downed..but not out!! [Part One]

Friday, April 15, 2005

Haiz...Haiz...todae so heartbreaking..let me tell u the whole story..todae..on 14th April 2005..E.S.S.S is in da Syf...the day before..we promised ourself to do our best..even though i not in da competition..i wished all the best to my ESMB freaks...we rockz..yeah..i have confidence in them...all the best..todae..the unexpected happened..one of our best euphonium player,Firdaus,was so-called slashed in a fight...WTF!!..he is innocent..fuck lar tt guy hu injured him...go and die!!..CCB..not fair..his only chance..since he is in sec 3...yet he cannot make it..wah...wtf man...then my french horn fren..Wenhui..haiz..she oso sick tt day..dunno wad happen..skali..she got sore throat..then dunno wad lar..but she is not quite fyne todae..but afta skool...in da band room..high hopes were soaring..silver was all tt is in our mind...SILVER!SILVER!SILVER!Yeah..silver..SILVER!..hahax..we are crazy..lolx..not we..but me..hahax..we try to cheer ourself up despite the absence of Firdaus..poor Fahmi And Syafiq..they were in deep stress..i wish i could help them..but no..is all in their hands..our fate lies in each and every band freaks in ESMB..not only them..ONE BAND! ONE SOUND!..we even received support from our ex-band seniors..yeah..we rockz..then we all take bus go to tt blardy Singapore Conference Hall..
[In the Hall]
Wah...the place damn freaking me out..damn cool sia..giving me shivers...i mean..not me..give my esmb freaks shivers..then the officials brought us to the tuning room..inside there..more shyt..Our flute SL..Dawn..her flute corrupted..damn..we panicked..lucky..can repair on time...Pheww..how many setbacks must we take todae?? Haiz...then we cannot enter the audience stands..the officials claimed that ppl have pirated the tickets..WTF??? not another setback..so lame sia they all..can even pirated tickets..haiz...nth better to do sia this ppl...Then the moment came..the announcer said.."We would now invite band no.118 to the stage..East Spring Secondary School...then i was so anxious..nervous..blablabla..then they all played the Singapore Rhapsody..the set piece lar..they played quite alryte..except got some parts they abit awkward..then My favourite song..Kelvin Grove..Wah...this one better..no corruption..perfectly fine..the ppl hu cannot come in..watched outside at the suspended TV..most of them were looking at our band performing...
[After the performance]
All of them..the face..wah..like so relieved..they felt good bout their performance..so yup..we are confident to at least win a medal..as they waited for the results..i was supposed to take care of the instruments..WTF??..alah..i heck care lor..aniwae..my job pretty easy..lolx..
[The Results]
I was told tt there are some more seats availaible..so "what the hell am i waiting for??" of coz i grab that chance and found a seat near mah Esmb freaks..gd luck to them..The next part of this story..will be continued tml..cuz i want to sleep!!Cant u guys see the time??haha..wait fer the continuation tml..gtg..Peaced Out!

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Pissed Off...

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Hi..Argghhh..so damn pissed off..ok..tell u guys da whole story..juz in case those hu r wonderin i'm crazy for nothin..lolx..todae...wah..so excited..sport dae..i joined two events..have high hopes for 4 by 400m relay..wish me luck!!
[At Stadium]
Wahhhh..reached there..damn crowded..so nervous..but then..must say athlete pledge..i dun even knoe a single damn word..lolx..dun care oso..heck ar..then go competitor stand..take my number tag..if im not wrong...its 4018..i tink so..cant memba...then my fren..Nasz..makes me pissed off by sayin.."I first event u knoe..so damn freaked out" and guess wat..he said it in skool till now..damn pissed off..feel like shuttin him up..god..help me..lolx..then the events started..ayioh..tt Nasz..he so slow..we all tot he cannot make it..guess wat..at da final 200m[cuz he is in da 800m]..he overtook..hmm..not sure..but i knoe its form tt fuckin team called Neptune[fuck tt house lar!!!]..aniwae..served them ryte..kena overtook by Mercury..muahahaha..he got silver..wahh..his face lyke shit man..so happy..then we waited and waited..
[finally..its our turn..event no 19]
God..its da 4 by 100m relay..argghh..so damn freaked out..now i knoe how Nasz felt..sry Nasz..i was at lane no 1..shyt..fuck lar..we last lane sia..blardy..i was so nervous..my legs was shakin..like jelly..really..not lyin..then it started..Nasz ran and ran..passed the baton to Hafiz..gosh..tt blardy toot only overtook one kid from Venus..Man..he sux...passed the baton to me..Nah..this is the fuckin part..i was so freaked out..cuz i saw him not usin his right hand..so i ACTUALLY turned back to receive da baton instead of just runnin..gosh!!..big mistake...but still..i overtook 3 runners..all so lousy wan lar..then passed da baton to Zairi..[last runner lar]..then we got 5th..shyt..tt blardy Nasz was pissed off wif me..Fuck lar tt guy..dunno the truth anihow blamie me..but the fact is..tt blardy Hafiz was slower than me..if i didnt overtook 3 runners..we oledi got last..tt is worst ryte..nwae..i did my best..of coz lar..ferst tyme join..didnt knoe the rules exactly..so i learned from ma mistake..then haven finish cool down...our turn again..this tyme..another relay event..more shyt..more blardy..and worst of all..more freakin out from me..
[4 by 400m relay]
This tyme..i not so scared..got use to the blardy cheeerin form Venus..Gosh..they are makni me deaf by shoutin like mad...lolx..still..i dun care..back to da point..last minutes..we change runners..Zairi 3rd runner..Hazryl last runner..Me??of coz..no. 2...then it started..Nasz was steady..he run not slow..he got stamina..then ny turn..i run and run..tryin to catch up wif the 3rd position runner..from the blardy Neptune team..haiz..y are we alwaes beside them??..actually i manage to overtook him..at da last 100 m...hahaha..gd for me..passed the baton to Zairi..he ran and ran..gd..no slow..then the freakin and pissing part started..Hazryl ran till the 200m mark..then..out of no where..he dropped his baton..WTF??..i dun believe it..i saw clearly wif my eyes tt blardy Hasif from tt Blardy Neptune pushed him..FUCK LAR..they fuck man..oledi lose..wan to play dirty..actually Hazryl oledi passed him sia..then he go and push..BLARDY...Hazryl manage to recover..continued runnin..manage to get fourth..but we protested for a push from the blardy Neptune team..then the officials discussed among themselves..we waited for the verdict..hopin tt they will disqualify tt blardy Neptune team..then the results came..And for god sake..they were not disqualified..they act innocent..and the officials fall for their trap..blardy..i was so pissed off tt i quarrel wif one of da member of the team in the toilet..fuck off lar tt team..CCB..TMD...haiz..dunno how to describe how pissed off am i...then my frens encouraged me by givin me advices..finally i cooled down..Ok..ENuf bout todae...hopefully i can get over it by tml..K..Bye..peaced out!

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Todae....Go Bugis wif my frens!!!..So Damn Fun Man...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

*Neoprints taken on 2nd April 2005 at Bugis*

Hi Guys...todae...wahh...cannot say le...so fun...no no...Damn fun...actually startin hor..we plan want to go orchard watch movie....then last minute change plan go Bugis...but then hor..morning lyke shit...must do project at library..heck arh...i juz sit there like blardy..my mind cannot tink liao...only tink of one thing..BUGIS..lol...then hor..they complain my jacket not nice..lyke wat sia..no choice lor..take it out..still the same..lol...then at 11+....marrine and serene came to library..wah....finally can scram from tt place..heck arh the project...then 20 mins later...
[At Bugis]
Reached there...like wat...never go there b4...of coz lar..lol..really le..ferst time...hehe...then hor...we all like so bored nth to tok bout...Then...Serene got plan..we ask Oyh and frens to come...cuz juz now at library..they oso there..lucky we called them on time...they almost wan to go sumwhere else..Before tt hor..we take neoprints ferst...so cute..lol..we also planned wat to watch at movie...so confused..so many movie tt is gd..LOL
[Now got Oyh and frens]
Then Oyh and frens come...daryl,glenn,weeping and weihong lor...then the fun came..we go eat ferst..of coz man..wait hungry during movie how??? LOL...then we go booked tickets..wah..guess how much we all forked out??..almost $60+...craz ryte..heck arh..nvm lor...not everyday like tt wan mah..so we all chilled out lar..no need to wry wan..then we wait like wat..30 mins le...we go slack around bugis shopping centre ferst..of coz lar..then wat??? expect us to wait??..LOL...then movie start ledi...we watch wat arh..forget ledi..no la...we watch eye 10...damn funny lor..but hu haven watch...cannot tell u guys..u all watch ferst than u all knoe...[but for those hu watch le...u all shuld knoe wat i mean :)]..then come out movie...Oyh say...I try my best..but i failed..guess wat??..he was reffering to his big box of popcorn.after movie still cannot finish..LOL...chey! we tot wat sia...then hor..marinne they all say..."still early..dun go home ferst lar..] then we all say ok lor...we oso boring mah...then we go slack around..buy accesories...then b4 go home..we take neoprints again..this time..everybody inside...wah..like chaos sia..all pointing fingers at each other..hehe...so funny..LOL...but then too bad Oyh pic cannot see..cuz wat..my face too big[sry ah oyh..i dun knoe le.]...than go home..juz as we about to go home...we all came out wif a plan..go T.M..wah lao
[ At T.M ]
My leg so tired..ah..heck ar..juz follow lor...still fun aniwae..then we play lot of games..b4 going home..we all buy friendships band..lol..for fun..cuz its not expensive and nice to wear..then... Oh shit!!! look at the watch...comin to 7 pm..then we all go home lor...wait later scared kena nagged by parents..todae fun still in my mind...[for those hu follow us juz now,plz tag me!!]...thats it lor..so u knoe wat i mean by"I'm lookin forward to this saturday"..LOL..bye guys..remember to tag me hor...[especially those follow us todae!!]....peaced out!

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Todae...haizz..

Friday, April 01, 2005

Hi...(10 mins later)..I'm back...haiz...todae very sian :( Cannot wear friendship band to skool...TMD..all the prefects fault arh...like wat sia...but todae oso fun....we do presentation during science lesson..u guess wat?? Hmm...chapter 6...the disgusting part..Yes! U all get it...Its bout abortion...ya lor...and then hor...the other groups..they even show pictures about aborted foetus...so pity...they all very inncoent..yet they are not given a chance to live..the mothers very bad leh...No kind soul..at least dun abort the unborn baby lar...at least if dun want them...go and let them be adopted and live a normal live lar...so stupid leh they all..but i dun knoe lar...maybe they got their own reasons..OKOK...enuf bout Science....after skool..LOL..so funny...We all hor...tryin to help my fren[cannot say the name]...to escape sumone[cannot say the name oso]..hehe...like wat sia...they all look so pathetic findin us....i mean..they saw us..but they too lazy to follow us..YES! We won...LOL...lamer sia me..Ok Lor..tts it for todae..Im lookin forward for this Saturdae...[cant tell u guys ferst.LOL]..Bye!...peaced out!

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