Forever Syimah's Rascal,

5 Months And Going On Strong!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

5 Months.

Yes, 5 Months.

If you cant believe that we are still here, neither do I, LOL.

Ok seriously, i cant believe that we pulled through every obstacles in our way one by one, together.

Like, fuwoooooooow, kabooom, here we are. HAHA.

Yes i know its always me who caused all the mess between us, but deep down you know i'm behaving that way bcos i love you so fucking much till i dunno what to say lah, LOL.

Im making this post short and sweet cus u gotta go soon, so yeah.

here's a poem for you{of coz not i make lah, haahah}

short and sweet, specially for you. hee!

standby to kembang ehh bby! hee!

You take my breath away

Your kiss give me air

You take my sight away

And your beauty i see clear as day

you take my love away

and make me love you more every single day

i love you so fucking much Nurhasyimah Binte Ya'kop!

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Di Lamun Rindu.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Supp people?

Been kinda busy lately, like seriously, BBBBUUUUSSSSSYYYYYYY !

Test down one by one, assignments stacking up, projects piling up.

URGH! bilaa mau enjoyyyy ? =.=

Hmmm, alot of things happened between me and Bby.

Sigh, dont wish to talk bout it.

Yang penting, we are okay now. :D

not to forget, 4 MORE DAYS BBY! :DD

I Miss You So Fucking Much Nurhasyimah Binte Ya'kop. ;(

And speaking about missing..

Apit has uploaded his new song at youtube.

Sape2 yg mls gi youtube, pergi profile aku dah boleh.

And of course, jgn lupe comment yerrr! :D

This are the lyrics. {aku pun not sure ah kalau ni yang betol nye ke tak. =/ }

Di Lamun Rindu

Mengapa ketika bila aku sendirian

terkenang kenangan waktu kita bersama

pilu rasa hati bila engkau tiada disisi

indah waktu itu bila engkau disampingku

seakan dunia milik kita berdua

kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu

Mengapakah kau menghilangkan dirimu

katakanlah salahku sehingga kau hancurkan hidupmu

berikanlah kesempatan untuk aku menjelaskan

agar engkau memahami apa yang telah terjadi

tak perlu kau meragui ketulusan hati ini

kerna aku disalah mengerti

tidak pernah ku terlintas untuk aku menduakan

kerna ku telah berjanji cinta kita abadi

tak perlu kau mengkhianati cinta yang luhur dan murni

diatas kemahuan orang lain

mengapa kau menghilangkan dirimu

katakanlah salahku sehingga kau hancurkan hidupku

berikanlah kesempatan untuk aku menjelaskan

agar kau memahami apa yang telah terjadi

tak perlu kau meragui ketulusan hati ini

kerna aku disalah mengerti

tidak pernah pun terlintas untuk aku menduakan

kerna ku telah berjanji cinta kita kan abadi

tak perlu kau mengkhianati cinta yang luhur dan murni

diatas kemahuan orang lain

indah waktu itu bila engkau disampingku

seakan dunia milik kita berdua

kini kau tiada hanya aku di lamun rindu

kini kau tiada hanya aku di lamun rindu...

IMYSFM NURHASYIMAH BINTE YA'KOP :(

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Bestie, please come back A.S.A.P

Saturday, November 15, 2008

I miss you.

{sape2 kalau terase tuu kau peh pasal uh k?}

HAHAH, busted -_-"

hmmm, today mendak uh siol.

pagi pegi skolah, ade ni stupid and boring talk about etiqquette(wateva it is spelled)

alaaa die ckp psl how to dress properly first day of work etcetc ahhh.

sumpah aku tdo siaaa dlm tu lecture hall.

padehal kena byr duit siol pegi tu workshop, tapi peduli ape aku?

HAHAHA, aku rase almost half the class tido siaa.

haha, beh sampai rumah dlm kol 1 ptng gtu.

lek lek, chatted with bby, eat, play psp yadayadayada.

MENDAK BOWDOW!

den kul 6 gituk kluar gi airport antar bestie gue to australiaaaaa !

alahaaaai, cepat balek leiii, aku miss kau ok!

=((

but she promised to buy for me something from there when she comes back!

woohoo! i want a kangarooo, can eh can eh delima ? ^^

HAHAA, beh mkn pat mcdonalds ngn kwn2 dier, beh around 830 gituk naek bus balek tamp.

naseb baek ade direct bus balek tamp, so save jugak ez-link aku! HAHA

k thats it for today.

sorry uh k klau ni post seems boring, psl org dier LAGI BORED! hahaha!

alaaa ni pun bby gue yg suro update!

so nah! amek kauu! hehehehe ^^

k ppl, aku nak tgk porn uhh~

HAHA MCM PHM!

nak tido lah abeh?!

take care eh korang,

pape picit aku !

byeee!

wansuay 446! wansuay SYIMAYIE! wansuay nenek lu peh laki! ^^

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FRUCK YOU EH USED-TO-BE EMO BOY.

Friday, November 14, 2008

HAHAHAHA. Well, Syimah here, updating out of my own accord.

I editted Ayie's blogskin and since I'm too free and bored and I can't seem to sleep, I decided to rummage through his old, previous posts. Zaman die tengah YP ah abeh.

And yes, like you people did, I also laughed my assfcuking ass off. Funny lah eh his posts. All the ahbeng ahbeng language all terkeluar.

It really amazes me as to how an emo boy can become a mat rep who kinda "peak" at an early age right now. Huakhuak!

I know lah I'm being mean kan, but I just can't help it.

Damn childish and super emo. Tak boleh angkat ah abeh! L O FCUKING L.

Sorry eh B? Yes, you can punish me later, but let me have the time of my life now, laughing like nobody's business at 2 in the morning now, alone at the hall of my house reading your archives.

And yes, I love T.I. but not as how much I love you eh Boi. Now fruck you! XDD

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HOOKED TO THIS GAME!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

HAHEHIHOHU.

ayie rascal loves youuu~

hehehe!

currently im super-hooked, like SUPER SUPER hooked to this new psp game.

Its called GUITARWAY TO HEAVEN: AMPLIFIED.

alaaa, mcm GUITAR HERO gituk.

tapi yang gerek gilerrrr kan, i can go to this special website and choose the songs that i want to play in that game, and download it, den copypaste into the PSP folder.

GEREK KAAAAN?

now im lost for choices into what songs to put in the game.

Firstly, NO T.I Songs okaaay! *evil laughter*

Bieeeeee, think of all the songs for me leeiii.

u kaaan my wife! ^^

kk im going back into the game,

till then, take care ppl!

i recommend those who have psp to try this game, addictive giler bodo.

&imysfm boo.

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His Mistakes.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Do I remind you

Of the pain

That he put you

Through, girl

Is that the reason

I'm to blame

Before I do it

Is it because he

Treated you badly

I always stand accused

Protecting yourself

From somebody else

I'm not

Who's hurting you girl

And it's

Killing me girl

Knowing you

Compare me to him

Always guilty

Before the sin

I can't win

I can't win no

I'll do anything

To prove I love you

Baby girl

But I refuse to

Pay for something

I didn't do

I love you, girl

But I refuse to stay

Paying for his mistakes

He left a scar

Across your heart

I understand, girl

Don't let his wrongs

Tear us apart

Cause girl

I'm your man

Just because he did

You swear

I'm cheating

You think

I just don't care

Why must I do time

For another man's crime

Girl you know

That ain't fair

I know

He did you wrong

But tell me what does

That have to do with me

Trying to show you

Something real

Figure out

What is going on

Before you look up

And I'll be gone

I'll do anything

To prove I love you

Baby girl

But I refuse

To pay for something

I didn't do, girl

I love you

And I love you

I love you

I'll do anything

To prove I love you

Baby girl but I refuse

To pay for something

I didn't do, no

I love you, girl

But I refuse to stay

Paying

For his mistakes..

I love you Nurhasyimah Binte Ya'kop, i really do. (:

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OUTING

Saturday, November 08, 2008

HAHAHEHEHIHIHOHOHUHU !

{ni giler babi happy nye laughter}

met bby at 8am at JE, and i was late, so kena blanja her MOCHA FRAPPE -.-

suke ah suke ah deytu, grr~

tapi takpe, sayaaaang punye pasal~ heh!

hmmm den train-ed to vivo, of course, at 9am, kedai2 mana dah buka siol ?

so kite just drink the mocha frappe and i bullied bby. HAHA! SAPE BOLEH CARRY SAPE EH SKRNG? *evil laughter*

HAHA! i went crazy over all the exit signs, hehe. only me and bby know what it means! ^^

den bby went GAGAGAGAGA at TOYSRUS and i took advantage luh abeh. HEHE~

tapi dier pun suke perr~

den while walking past this shop, come across this very nice pair of shades, cheap sumore.

try punye try, nice jugak, so buy lah!

then at 11++, 446 smpai, as usual sume kecoh2 mcm anak binatang terbiar.

HAHA TAK BAIK SAK AKU~

den buat bising along the way sampai monorail station going to sentosa.

SEDIH SAK ZIZIE NYE SELIPA JATUH DLM MONORAIL NYE GAP!

hahah! beh dah sampai sentosa, lepak2 kejap, den kite had to go off cus kite ade our own plans. hehe ^^

abeh abeh, me and bby had lotsa fun, till she cried and vomitted and i feel guilty and bad, until now, hais.

FORGIVE ME BBY!

tapi tapi, satisfying mahh!

hehe!

den on the way balek mrt station, bby complained stomach cramp psl gastric, so i belikan die donut choc and green tea and nw she is hooked to the donut choc.

theres goes my monehhhhh~

k tidak, sayang punye pasal kaaan~

heh, accompanied bby all the way back to her sis's crib.

then suppose to meet up with 446 again at vivo, tapi tk kuase/takde mood/penat, so here i am blogging. HAHA!

aku pun tk tau mane diorang skrng, sume blom online, confirm ton pat luar -.-

AKU MALAAAAS~

haha!

k thats it for today!

hope u like my post, i know my vocab sucks cus anyhow make the sentences.

HAHA.

shall upload all the pics A.S.A.P!

so stay tuned!

k take care, byeee!

&thanks for making my day, sweetheart! ilyilyily!

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I LOVE MY LIFE.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

yesssss, like finally AYIE is updating kaaaaan?

sorry ler sygg, i kan busy, maklumlahhh, dah bukak skolah! =P

heheheh!

and of course sorry to everyone who was waiting for an update from me(if there is any la)

so lessseeee, nothing much have been going on in my life.

my girlfriend is as loving as ever,

446 is as jiwerrrbraderrrs as ever,

my family are as caring and devoting as ever,

i love all of them ok? (:

heh, im too lazy to go into the details,

and some things are better left unsaid.

heh, till then, take care people!

i promise to update whenever im free(like bby said, EONS years later)

heh! ^^

byeeee!

& to youuuu, thanks for the dedication, ilysfm ok? (:

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Our Love Affair.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Syimah here.

This post is so not for those who hate Boyfriend and I. TEEHEE ^^

I'm feeling all mushy and lovey dovey now. Don't ask why. Whatever it is, I love you Boi and I know I know I know you love me too ok. It's not that I'm being thick-skinned or what but it's a fact. Mentel menjenjeng, aku tau lah eh! Kadang-kadang pon nak feeling feeling jugak ok!

We've been having countless, unnecessary tiffs over and over again. We fought, cried, consoled, nearly went our seperate ways but it's okay now, thank God. Of course, the problems always lies with me. I'm a selfish fake who's fcuking egoistic like shit and unreasonable plus a fcuking spoilt brat too. Kan B?

I pity Ayie for having a dumb bitch like me for his girlfriend.

Eh Boi, I miss you and I know I know I know you miss me too. TEEHEE ^^

Oh well, let's just wait for Ayie's update next time (which will be like eons years later).

You will always be my baby <3

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Since 280608. The best gift from God. Entered my life and changed it forever. Captured my heart and ran away with it. My cure, my poison, my everything. I love her to bits and pieces.

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